Talvez...


Sabe o que estava pensando
Talvez isso tenha um sentido
Algum motivo deve haver
Pra nada ser como
A gente quer
E talvez a grande alegria da vida
Seja esperar pelo que vem depois
Junto com as alegrias as tristezas vão chegar
Mas agora é tão cedo pra dizer…
E se a gente desistir
Nunca vai saber o fim
Olha só, tem tanta coisa
Que ainda falta fazer
Não se prenda a isso, não
Deixa o vento bagunçar o seu cabelo
E levar tudo pra bem longe
Como a linha do horizonte
Talvez voce nunca esqueça
Mas talvez esqueça logo
Talvez as letras sejam para isso
Pra guardar o que não se quer esquecer…
Talvez algum dia
Eu descubra o porquê de tudo isso
De tudo o que foi e o que devia ter sido
E por que a doçura dos seus olhos
Nunca se voltou pra mim
Talvez um dia eu entenda o que te deixou assim
Mas mesmo se eu nunca entender
E o tempo passar,
E me levar para o mar
Ter vivido, ter te amado
Valeu todas as perguntas
Que eu não soube responder.

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